for the people who might be confused as to why I keep using Fushigi Yuugi images for my poetry designing, it's because FY resembles my life in more than one way, the similarities between the situation with Miaka and Tamahome, the distance, the difference and the love... I'm not living in a fairy tale but the similarity of the whole situation is strikingly and painfuly a lot. Fushigi Yuugi has been a part of my life for 9 years now, my love for Tamahome when I first saw him in Fushigi Yuugi and when I found my own has just kept on growing ever since... this is one thing I can connect most with, whenever I write a poem I realize a similar part in Fushigi Yuugi and then I'm able to get just the right parts for the poem. Only few of my poems were not written on Fushigi Yuugi/Tamahome, merely because, 1. I got inspired by some other person or some anime, or 2. it was a poem written for no one in specific and just felt strongly about something. Sadly, my own story is on a standstill after the final episode, the OVAs are not happening... I've lost Tamahome... and Taka has yet to find me... and everytime I think I've found him again it turns out to be a totally different person and the story is lost again...

I can only write when I feel a strong emotion, pain, sadness, lonliness, love... whatever the feeling might be, when it overflows enough to bleed it comes out in a poem. I don't plan my poems so my style of writing might be odd for some people, I write just what is exactly coming to my mind that very moment, I don't edit lines, I don't try to rhyme, in my opinion, if it's something heartfelt and honest, it can touch people's hearts without having to be perfect or in totaly order... But then again that's just my opinin, everyone has their own point of view of things.

I won't be posting more poems here till I come back to my good net next week, so whoever wishes can leave me comments and such and feel free to say whatever you feel like, criticism can be helpful, but then again it's not like I write to be a poetess, my poems are a way of letting out what's inside me... (yes I contradict myself, Gemini so dual personality)

So till next week~
Kiwotsukete ne~
Miaka Yuuki
Tamahome No Miko